-~BlUrz' BlurZ' dUmb dUmb wOrld~-

Moving on...

2009-06-04T15:42:00.002+08:00

Every book has an ending.

I'm ending my story here to move on into another verse of my life.

Goodbye.

Random... Wedding march... +++19/05/2009+++

2009-05-19T15:43:00.000+08:00

I'm losing my ability to blog.
I always key in my userID and password, and stone in front of my monitor with my fingers just above the keyboard, trying to figure out what should i type about.
Perhaps, it's not the ability to blog, it's the freedom to express.

What is the definition of a blog?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blog

Which category depends on the individual.

Mine, obviously falls under the category below.
Personal blogs
The personal blog, an ongoing diary or commentary by an individual, is the traditional, most common blog. Personal bloggers usually take pride in their blog posts, even if their blog is never read by anyone but them. Blogs often become more than a way to just communicate; they become a way to reflect on life or works of art. Blogging can have a sentimental quality. Few personal blogs rise to fame and the mainstream, but some personal blogs quickly garner an extensive following. A type of personal blog is referred to as "microblogging," which is extremely detailed blogging as it seeks to capture a moment in time. Sites, such as Twitter, allow bloggers to share thoughts and feelings instantaneously with friends and family and is much faster than e-mailing or writing. This form of social media lends to an online generation already too busy to keep in touch.[2]

I started my blog, cos' i was introduced to it and decided to go with the flow then.
I read through my entry in the past and seriously think it's more of a private diary than just an entry to broadcast to the whole world about my life and lowest moment.
Yet, on another hand it's a link that allows my friends and even family now to know what i'm thinking and doing.
I don't meet up with my friends everyday and tell them what nonsense i did today or what songs i'm listening to yesterday, so if it interest them to know they can find out here!
My first entry was on 29th May'2004.
It's the fifth year i'm using this blog and it holds a hell loads of entries i've type with love, hatred and tears.
Yet, not everything that i wanted to blog out have been shown and i feel it shouldn't be the case if i'm gonna treat www.complicatedthoughtsofmine.bs.com as my diary.
There's still a certain limitation when we broadcast our entries in the cyber world cos' you'll never know whether it will lead you to a lawsuit or whatever?
I'm considering moving to a new location, where i can locked private entries which i feel shouldnt be read.
I still want my peers to be able to read my stuff when they're blog-hopping or bored.
Yet, i'm lazy trying to figure out the steps to be able to achieve what i want.
Haha.

It's the mid of May'2009 already.
Exactly a year since.

If it hadn't been then, what could have been now?

Edited :

I suddenly start thinking about what songs i would wish to play on the day of my wedding.
Haha.
There are songs that have been a classic since a long time back and it can still be heard 9 out of 10 times i attend wedding dinner.

From this moment
You're still the one

And songs that is lovely continues...

Nothing gonna change my love for you
Right here waiting
Sometimes when we touch
Love me
明天我要嫁给你
小酒窝
Till the end
Canon in D
Accidentally in love
Everyday i love you
I Do (cherish you)
Marriage d' amour
Sundial dreams
First Love
My valentine
Forever love
Everything
Now and forever
Can you feel the love tonight
Can I have this dance

and the list goes on...

Isn't it lovely?

I'm listening to them now...

Thanks my dear L for the contribution.

A sweet lovely unique wedding planned by 2 person in love and having the special occassion celebrated by people who love them as much.

ps: 2.5 hours to have this entry up.

如果我变成回忆 +++14/05/2009+++

2009-05-14T14:09:00.002+08:00

When siao char bor tell me this song is so nice it moved her to tears.
I was laughing at her.

Now, i'm laughing at myself.

>_<

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了
听着呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你
快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得
如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你
如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸空隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

*Repeat X 1000000

Rainy... +++08/05/2009+++

2009-05-08T09:35:00.002+08:00

It's a rainy day today.
In fact, been rainy for the past few days (morning).
Will this continues tomorrow when i'm peacefully wrapped in my beloved blanket and the arms of my love?
I hope so.

It's a holiday again tomorrow.
I love holidays.

Mother's Day on Sunday.
I wish every Mother in this world a joyous healthy Mother's Day.

=)

I've a lot of things in mind to try recently.
Dummy objected to one of it...
Which...

I'm still very tempted to try.

LOL

How?

Once upon a time... +++06/05/2009+++

2009-05-06T10:48:00.000+08:00

I look at my 2008 organiser and saw myself whining about Dummy being on a trip to Thailand for his NS.

LOL

A year had pass just like that!

Dummy attended his ORD parade yesterday.
It was his super advance and his friend's ORD parade.
His friends are all completing their 2 years NS life in a week time.

And i see "ORD lo" everywhere in msn/facebook.

My guys had all went through this tough shit for 2 years!
So proud of them.
Seriously!

Imagine or just feel it.

No more sunday book-in.
No more looking forward to NIGHTS OUT.
No more "im going taiwan/thailand/india for NS".
No more "Next weekend burned".
No more "Next weekend cannot. Got live-firing"
No more "I kanna duty for laughing too loud siah!".

LOL

How i wish my dummy's ORD comes faster.
With all the ORD stuff going on, it's irritating how come he's not part of the celebration yet.

LOL

But oh well, i just hope his life gets better all the way til his ORD in Sept.
=)

Random picturesss.

She's very much the little elf in my life now.

Always laughing and saying "Ang gu gu" to every single thing you say.

Tempremental. One moment she's laughing, the next she press her mouth in a straight line and give you that "im going to cry if you still dont sayang me" face.

Hahaz.

I really think i'm defeated by her totally.

Think everyone in the family feels this way.

Even Nikki.

She chose to stay near but maintain her distance cos' Sheyenne will just turn to her and stare intently at her for nothing.

Think she's freak out by her stare.

LOL

Long weekend last week.

I had a nice rest.

Having mahjong and movies as usual.

I camwhore all the way from Boon Lay to Bishan due to boredom.

Dragging dummy into the picture with me during intervals at traffic light.

LOL

Ktv and ra-man planning going on.

Hope it comes soon.

I'm craving for some de-stress entertainment.

Random... +++30/04/2009+++

2009-04-30T11:19:00.003+08:00

Brought my niece out the other day with mummy and dummy.

Vivo for shopping.

Sheyenne attracted attention everywhere.

The long weekend is here finally.

Marks the last day of April'09 today.

Have fun!

L : "Why are you so over-sensitive?"

LOL

Life goes on... +++29/04/2009+++

2009-04-29T09:02:00.001+08:00

Which.

Is the real faces of humans?

It's always fun to meetup with friends.

You touch on topics you don't get to touch with anybody else.

It was a last minute decision to meet up with Siao char bor on Monday.

When she came forward to give me a hug.

I was totally surprise.

We don't normally hug each other when we meet.

Especially in the middle of Jurong Point.

But it makes me feel love.

I hope i make her feel better too.

I've been trying to make myself feel better all this while, giving myself reasons for all that is changing and happening.

But, reasons are excuses we give ourselves to see this world in a different light.

No matter how many thousand reasons we give ourselves.

People are still starving in undeveloped countries, Animals are still being tortured all over the world, Humans are still dying everywhere on this earth.

Why are we giving ourselves stupid reasons to believe when we knew deep down within ourselves why all this nonsense are happening?

We're all trying too hard to please people who don't appreciate us and neglect those who make an effort to acknowledge us.

We give ourselves too many reasons to excuse their senseless actions from our mind, thus the reasons got meaningless as time goes by.

All this crap came into my mind when i was bathing today.

LOL

"It's better to leave people to what they're thinking than to try make the whole world understand what kind of person you are."

My list... +++24/04/2009+++

2009-04-24T09:38:00.002+08:00

My playlist is back to boyband era.

BSB, A1, N'SYNC, 98 DEGREE, ...

Love.

Today... +++23/04/2009+++

2009-04-23T20:52:00.002+08:00

"When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not, It's just the beginning."

=)

I don't know why things turn out to be this way.
It's kinda dis-heartening.

But.
Life is too short for grieving.

It's still pretty nice to know there are much better "stuff" out there to be focusing on.

The "Beautifully Imprefect" clip strike a big impact in alot of people i believe.
Teaches us something important to know and had known all along.
Family.

Love,
Emo-Li

PS : It's our 46th Month together. Thanks for still being the silly dummy i love 46 month ago.

Inhuman... +++19/04/2009+++

2009-04-19T22:57:00.004+08:00

Dogs Used as Shark Bait on French Island

http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2005/10/1019_051019_dogs_sharks.html

Wassup with all the bastard living around these days?
They kill/torture/manipulate animals to get what they want!
They may just be animals, but that doesn't give those bastards any reason to do those stuff to them!
How can they be so inhuman and sleep through their nights peacefully!
Fucking bastards.

I curse and swear that they have nightmares every night and burn in hell when their times are up.

Urgh!

Sweet Baby Jesus! +++18/04/2009+++

2009-04-18T13:08:00.001+08:00

Opps!
He did it again~

=)

She's amazing... +++16/04/2009+++

2009-04-16T22:00:00.001+08:00

She's what you call, "A lady with dream".
Amazing!
=)

Susan Boyle on Britains Got Talent 2009!! Incredible Voice!! @ Yahoo! Video

Family. +++15/04/2009+++

2009-04-15T22:05:00.002+08:00

A clip stolen from Bird's bloggie.
Saw this clip quite a number of time when i was on the bus but never had the chance to really listen to it carefully.
Dummy told me before that it was something about Family, but i never put much thoughts into it until a moment ago when i heard the full story narrated.

Just watch it.
It's worth the 3 mins.

=)

Longggg weekend... +++14/04/2009+++

2009-04-14T13:19:00.003+08:00

Pretty phone.

Days with my love ones always seems to pass so fast.

Hmmmmmm...

Saturday. +++11/04/2009+++

2009-04-11T09:29:00.002+08:00

After asking for the same thing again and again.
It's getting into me that it's not worth asking anymore.
And the fact that i'm the only 1 getting agitated about these stuff.
It's just not making sense anymore.

Im sooooo sleeeepyyyyyy... +++09/04/2009+++

2009-04-09T15:59:00.002+08:00

Im sooooooooo freaking sleeppppy.

The Zzzz Monster probably think i'm a good catch right now.

After lunch syndrome, with no "eh-hm" around to spy and coldddd air cons surrounding.

I've pictures i wanted to post, but laziness overruled.

I thought of this sentence recently.

"If you're not ready to lose, don't even start the fight."

Yeah. I thought of it when i was kinda fed up with some stuff.

And it totally make sense and i felt better.

If i'm not prepared for the worst consequences, then why do i even bother to start fighting?

It's useless looking at myself in the mirror every morning and say "I'm useless" a gazillion time to make myself pity oneself.

If i think i'm lousy, who will think i'm fantastic?

Oh craps.

I'm going into self-explanatory state all over again.

Explaining to myself why things turn out this way instead of that, why human react in this manner instead of that.

I like it when i'm in this state sometimes.

I give myself answers i can't get from other places/peoples.

Satisfactory answers.

It might not be true, but at least it makes me feel better.

I don't like seeing people going into those pathetic self-pity state.

What's the point?

Gaining pity from others only make yourself seems like a loser who can't even get things right.

Start from the point you're born, think through how many times have you given up on yourself and seek comfort in others' pitiful words?

I've thrown myself into the self-pity state hoping to gain some comforting attention before.

And what i learned from those lessons are precious.

Not everyone who comfort you gives you words right from their heart.

That's how ugly humans can get.

I guess.

It's a cruel world.

And that's what you call "Adult world".

Alright.

Apart from that.

Im so looking forward to this weekend.

I've no plans yet.

But having a holiday is already good enough.

And having dummy available on such holidays is a bonus!

Good Friday & Happy weekends everyone!

Shop what? +++07/04/2009+++

2009-04-07T22:32:00.004+08:00

Brilliant.

The day you realise the manequin (An artist's model of wood or other material.) is speaking to you?

Is the day you need to cut your credit cards into 2.

=)

Monday Blue... +++06/04/2009+++

2009-04-06T02:24:00.003+08:00

Dear Bloggggie,

It's a bluey Monday.

Not in the best mood to kick off my week.

So,
Im gonna be super random today.

First up,
Presents not posted previously!
Or was it posted?

Priceless gifts from the heart.

And then...
Met up with Siaoz eh after like, 3 months?

Ding tai Feng.
And she never failed to let us wait.
Forgive her cos' she's held up by work and not...

*eh-hm*

It's obvious im trying to hide okay?

By the very kind waiter.

Celebrated
Vin's mummy's bday.

Followed by Xiao cou an's bday.

Which i think he's not totally happy.

Poorthing.

LOL

My weekend is spent "Fast & Furious4", Mahjong and Pet society (wth).

Why didnt i ever notice that Vin Diesel can be that cool?

Wow.

Rotting at home on a rainy Sunday with someone lovely is bliss.

And.

I dreamt of my grandpa and grandma who have been gone since yrs back.

It's the "Qing Ming Jie" period.

Mummy says they're back to visit.

I had never dreamt about them together before.

Not exactly together.

Hmmmmm.

Don't really know the exact words to narrate my dream.

I'm glad they came to my dream.

Cos' i'm normally not the one who dreamt of them.

Oh well.

I'm looking forward to Thursday!

Long weekend with my loves.

and now.

I just want to flood my entry with my face.

Pardon the bright light.

My phone got problem.

I don't understand why.

Big face. Small face.

What toopid face is this?

I got "LONG" eye lash leh.

Can you see?

Smile. Like a retard.

I wonder how many remember this sunglass?

LOL

Oh man.

I'm super random.

Jump here jump there.

Craps.

THURSDAY THURSDAY FASTER COME.

Love,

Emo-Li <3

Another week. +++02/04/2009+++

2009-04-02T09:32:00.002+08:00

It's a week that pass by really fast.
Unknowingly, Thursday is here.

I was reading my toopid sister's blog.
Emo emo.

It's not always that we get someone we love and love us as well.
Not easy.
I've been through that and understand how it feels.

My colleagues always say, "The best time to be in love is during our school days!"
After that, it gets harder cos' we'll be so preocuppied by everything else but a relationship.

I always feel that it's tedious.
To know someone and understand that person.
If things progress, you get on from there.
Quarrels, more understanding and more commitment.
After moving on from there, you tend to go through the stage where both have been together for so long, you feel that there's no need to talk on the phone, sms or chat on msn that often anymore.
"What else could you be doing at this time?" We thought.
"Working, of course." We answered

Yet, it's always this little little stuff that you neglect that leads to unhappiness arising.

Dummy has been rather busy with his NS lately.
So busy that we don't get to text more than 5 msg a day or speak more than 5 mins each day.
He's been down with this terrible flu for some time as well and most of the time he feel sick and uncomfortable.
I hate to see him so sickly but medication don't seems to work on him?
And the worse thing is his flu only worsen when he's back from camp!

-_-"

ahhhh.
It's that time of the month i guess.
Where you feel that everything is kinda wrong?

LOL

April's fool yesterday.
I'm not anyone victim.
Heng arh.

LOL

Oh and this.

MY SISTER AND MUMMY BOUGHT ME A LANYARD FOR MY BIRTHDAY!
LOVE THEM!

Random. +++27/03/2009+++

2009-03-27T15:54:00.003+08:00

It's Friday!

Such a lovely day to recall.

I've been hopeing for weekend to come faster cos' it's been a busy busy week?

Hmmmmmm...

I've been spending my days working, reading and whining.

My laptop is pronounced dead and the sadest thing is, my photos are all gone.

I'm depressed, seriously.

Photos are loving memories of all occassion with my love ones.

I should have invested in a bigger external harddisk way before.

Boooooo~

Oh well.

I'm attending a malay wedding this Sunday and i'm super duper excited about it cos' its my first time attending 1?

I bet it will be interesting.

And i wanna watch a lot of movies recently.

Hmmmmmm...

My eyes is red and puffy since ytd.

Damn.

Omg.

Im so random today?

Sickening.

I think im bored.

I have so much stuff to complete.

oh man~

Memorable Birthday... +++26/03/2009+++

2009-03-26T15:15:00.000+08:00

I was wondering how i want to update my birthday cos' there's so many photos i want to show and say. It will be such a long entry.
Then i was telling myself, "Just type! So that you will recall these stuff in the future when you read your entries again!"
Looking back on my old entries, i'm truly bless to always have friends with me on my birthdays and other occassion.
Lovely memories.

So, here we go.

I had a really enjoyable celebrations this year.
All the messages through phone, fb, msn, skype...etc.
Sharon even call from M'sia as early as 8am to wish me Happy Birthday!
All the little little gesture they had done to make me feel love.
I appreciate each and every little one of it.

Happy birthday!

=)

Bird, Km, J, Jia ren, Marcus, Jun'an, John, Serene, Naipa, Fenz, My sister and duMmy.
KTV session

The gang...

Take cover!

Smillleeee~

"9 6 ? Don't bluff! Catch!"
Okay. Bird says my camera lousy.

A little lousy i admit. Not the camera. Is the user.
LOL

Glad my toopid sister came.

=) Miss chua can never have a proper photo taking with me. Why huh?

It's been a long time since we had a proper K session.
It was kinda stiff initially.
Not much singing and stuff.
But as time pass, and everyone started warming up.
More songs start coming out and games were played.
The dice game, 5-10, and what you call that?
"海带拳"

Everyone had fun laughing.

Opppps!

LOL
Agitating game.
Perspire in air-con room.
All the oldies song to bring up the atmosphere.
Madness.
And here comes the cake!
From bakerzin, even though bird don't like cakes from bakerzin.
LOL
The presents.What more can i ask for, seriously?

Pretty cardholder by my loves.
Pink bling ear-piece by vivianchua specially.
Handmade card by vivianchua especially.
The pretty necklace that signifys his thoughts.
If i still don't feel the love.
I must be dead.
Even the dead feels love.
Heh heh.
Supper aftermath at Upper Thomson.
It was great.
And i end my day/night at 6am.
Tired!
Thanx to my nanny for making this celebration so wonderful.
Thank you nanny!
You know how much i want to hug you til you suffocate,don't you?

LOL Woke up at 11am to prepare and head for a chalet organise by my colleague.

MAHJONG the moment i reached.
BBQ.

Mahjong!

Look at the food! Gosh

Can you figure they're trying to form "Happy birthday"?
I think, no?

LOL

ManU and Liverpool.
Ho ho ho! It wasn't a fantastic game i feel.
ManU could have done better.
All the freekick and all come a little too much to kick off the excitementi want.
LOL
Still, had fun laughing with the rest about the game.
Okay.

Skip the nonsense and here comes my day.

It started off with a really nice sleep on 16th March.
I silent my phone and was trying to picture having my inbox flooded with message when i woke up.
No.
I'm not flooded with messages, of course.
But i'm surprised to see those names appearing on my phone the moment i woke up.
=)
I prepared, and specially wore yellow.
The color code for 17th March is yellow.
Why yellow?
I just want to be outstanding.
LOL
My colleagues were spontenously in yellow as well to fit my criteria.
Even my nice boss.
Everyone else was like, "Why so many yellow today huh?"
LOL The celebration was at Raffles Marina for the night.
Nice ambience, nice food.
If only it's air-conditioned though.
It was a fun night.
No details cos' there's basically too much to relate.

Yellow Yellow, dirty fellow...
LOL

I unwrapped almost 50 layer of papers just to get this msg!

Lovely!!!!! =)

I got into a kissing frenzy suddenly.

I had a fun time unwrapping my presents.
Talk about karma.
It's coming back to me!
LOL
The effort Lime put to get that pretty frame out.
I hug her a thousand million zillion times.

My family were home, all prepared to sing me a birthday song.

A pity my toopid sister couldn't rush back in time due to her work and we're all tired from the waiting.
My silly dummy got my sister and mum to get me a huge balloon cos' i've been yakking for 1 the whole damn day.
Why?
Oh well, it brings back childhood memories and you can only be irritatingly requesting for one on your birthday!
LOL My bro, da sao and constance got their hands into work at the "icing room"to decorate me a cake.
"It looks scary suddenly leh." My bro commented when i open the box to reveal the cake they got me.
LOL
It's lovely.Made with love.

My love doesn't stop there and then you know?
I got 2 more balloons from a new found friend the next day.
OMG!

Big big balloons!!!
Flooding my room.

"Siao char bor!" My mum said.

"Open party arh! Or sell balloon?" My bro asked.
=)

And a pen engrave with my name from another friend.

What more can you ask?
When people around you shower you with loves you cant always get anywhere else?

I would ask for them to be healthy, be love, happy and always be around.=)
Thanks all my darlings.I wouldn't had enjoy this much if it hasn't been for you people.

Thanx Darling.
It means a lot having you with me.
=)

PS: Did you notice i had fake lashes on???????? Ho ho ho. I put it on myself for the 1st time okay! *proud smile*

PS/PS : I'm so sad! My photos in my lappy are all gone! My photos since poly days! 21st birthday! Can you feel my sadness? =(

Stunned. +++25/03/2009+++

2009-03-25T10:14:00.001+08:00

Ben Adam (former a1 member).

Omg!

He had changed!

Depress. +++24/03/2009+++

2009-03-24T09:04:00.002+08:00

It's been 4 years together.

It's not a very long togetherness but still, the feeling is there.

You're there when im bored.
You're there to make me laugh.
You're there to make me angry.
You're there to make me sad.

Why did you give up on me now?

=(

My lappie is in a coma state now!!!!!

HOW?!?!?!?!!?!?

No more shows for me to watch.

Omg.

Depressssss!

Oh man... +++21/03/2009+++

2009-03-21T13:36:00.003+08:00

My period came and i'm super uncomfortable now.

This is so irritating.

I need some nice retail therapy right now.

Like, shopping, mani/pedi, nice food.

PS : If only dummy ain't sick and he's not booking in later.

Blank... +++19/03/2009+++

2009-03-19T16:19:00.003+08:00

Ho ho ho.
I think this picture looks nice.
Taken By Lime on my birthday.
(I look huge though)

LOL

I wanted to blog about all the celebrations but im lazy.
Too many photos!

Haha.

It's finally thursday.
=)

"Forget about the past. Feel the present. Touch the future!"
Learn it, understand it, accept it.

Stop picking the bones of the past.
Get a life!

=)

Dummy is coming out tonight!
But...
Back in on Sat afternoon.

Boring~~~~~~~~~

Happy Birthday to Me... +++17/03/2009+++

2009-03-17T13:32:00.009+08:00

These pictures have been collecting dust in my folder.

Shall post it up since i took it.

Er...

Dummy's sis wedding!

The view from the hotel room.

Pretty.

Husband and wife.

CheeerSsss~

Thanks my parents for...

I always have this "feel" when i hear couples saying their speech to their parents or partner.

I wonder whether i could get these words out on my big day cos' i'll probably cry the moment i start my first sentence.

LOL

I think i should consider recording my speech first then show my emotion while my speech is flowing on the recorder.

Isn't that a brilliant idea?

LOL

It's my birthday today.

Older and for sure, wiser.

My wishes for this year is simple.

PS : Shall update my birthday post in my next entry.

Happy Birthday Emo-Li!

Immediately... +++12/03/2009+++

2009-03-12T04:37:00.001+08:00

I suddenly have this feel...

To thank my love ones for being around me all this while.

To my family;
Thanks for putting up with my nonsense right from the day i'm born.
For my sis, please thank me for putting up with you from the day you're born.
LOL
Thanks for always being there to comfort me when i'm going through stupid problems with friends and boyfriend and work and life.
Thanks to my parents for being my pillar of support in studies and everything. Though i always feel boiled when both of you start yelling at me for nothing, you guys never failed to make me feel like it's TOTALLY my fault.
Hor mummy? I know you read my blog with that old flower glasses of yours. Spotted you reading the other time.
Haha.
Thanks to my bro and da sao for giving birth to my lovely little niece, Sheyenne.
Totally lovely and adorable and smart and whatever nice words you can think of.
Add a lot of laughters and love to this family.
Thanks to my sister for being forever so vain and commenting with her toopid professionalism about my dress sense/makeup/hair style... So that i'll improve myself accordingly and still improving i hope.
Cos' i cant stand the way people say "Why your sister know makeup so well but you don't huh?"
-_-"
Thanks for spoiling the market hor. Now it seems like i should really know this kinda stuff. When i'm too lazy to go understand.
LOL

To my friends (each and everyone);
Thanks for creating havoc in my life.
Without all this, i'll never learn the right way in becoming who i am now.
Thanks for all those moments where we gathers for food, gathers for celebration, gathers for mahjong, gathers for BBQ, gathers for movies, gathers for coffee, gathers for all sort of stuff.
Thanks for being my listening ears at different part of my life.
Thanks for making me cry cos' of whichever reasons it might have been.
Thanks for making me angry for whatever reasons it might have been.

Thanks for being there with me when i'm alone during vin's NS days.

I can still remember those people who make a point to meetup with me for dinner or shopping knowing that vin is away for his NS. You people know who you are, right?

I'm totally appreciative about everything.
It's never easy crossing each other path in life, so it's a bliss to have bump into each of you at the crossroad and became friend.
So, ya.

I look forward to meeting more true friends as i embark on in my next stage of life...

Lastly, Please skip the rest of this part cos' your part has been touched on?

Cos' it's for dummy!

To my 1 and only Dummy;
Can still remember that 1st day i saw you and thought you're a malay. Typical skinny monkey boy who resemble my brother in his younger days!
Stupid hao lian kind of face which i detest.
Haha!
Cannot even say "I'm entertaining you leh!" in our msn conversation cos' you got offended saying i'm being very sacarstic and wasn't true in chatting with you!
C'mon! Stop denying it okay. You did say that.
LOL
Cheated me into meeting you almost every night giving me the excuse "i'm bored".
Hahahahaahahahz...
Those days where J, jia ren and you meet up under my blk to chit chat or study for exams were truly wonderful memories.
Do you even remember Esplanade?
God... That was 1 night where i fall into your trap and got trapped forever!

>_<

You were damn nasty back then.

Abandoning me at town and went over to Km's place for mahjong?

Throw me aside to play mahjong at Km's place?

"If you cant take it then leave" sms to me so easily.

Don't even bother to keep up with your "courting" period pattern.

You and your "Friend number 1" concept..
Wah piang.
Why did i even like you then?
LOL..

And then...
It's payback time!
Karma hor.
Now you're smashed flat in my hand.
Ho ho ho.
Who could have though this would happen, hor alvin cher?

Thanks for all those lovely moments.
Most people started off their relationship with honeymoon period.
I started mine with Hell period before i got promoted to heaven.
I guess i'm repaying my sin before accumulating my deeds.
LOL
Thanks for our poly days.
Thanks for the WorldCup days.
Thanks for the Genting/M'sia days.
Thanks for our attachment days.
Thanks for the PMS days.
Thanks for the quarrels.
Thanks for the fights.
Thanks for all the surprises.
Thanks for the NS days.
Thanks for those crazy days.
Thanks for mac breakfast days.
Thanks for maggie mee dinners.
Thanks for PSP moment.

Thanks for always trying to improve yourself.

Thanks for all the sweet sms/call.

Thanks for those promises you kept.

Thanks for the encouragement.

Thanks for the scoldings.

Thanks for the care and love.
Thanks for ... so many more stuff.
Thanks for the silly dummy you have been. (I'll edit when i think of more)

I couldn't thank you enough cos' the things you had done could never be thanked enough.
=)

PS : Do you remember how i hugged you and cried that 1 night when you appear at my door so suddenly after a bowling game with your friends and i told you i had a fight with my parents? I was so surprise you came cos' you were nasty then remember? LOL

I may not have the most wonderful things every lucky girl can have.
But i'm sure, i'm holding on to the most wonderful people whom everyone wish to have.

I can forsee myself laughing like mad when i look back on this entry years later.

=)

Random... +++11/03/2009+++

2009-03-11T16:08:00.001+08:00

This picture picture thing is so fun.

LOL

A puzzle of my own face.

I like it.

It's only with people who had patience that a puzzle will be piece together and reveal its true self.

Watched "Marley & Me" yesterday with Lime, bird and km.

As i had already read the book before, i kinda expected certain scene.

It's a summary of the book i would say.

Yet, tears still flow when the part where Marley had to go appears.

Like wad km said, "the moment you keep a dog, you know it will leave 1 day."

Ya.

Yet, when it happens...

It's just too painful to bear.

Me and bird's eyes were red and slightly puffy after the movie.

Cai lime teased me even though her eyes did gathered water as well! (Not like us so kua zhang lah)

LOL

I make it a point to talk to my Nikki last night and scolded my stupid brother for ignoring Nikki.

You know...

There's this part of the speech that Owen wilson said in the movie that touches me deep down.

"It doesn't matters to them whether you're rich, poor, owe a big house, owe an expensive car, live in a hut, or anything (something lytt)... They still love you for who you are and trust you with all their heart"

This is sooo true.

There maybe countless humans you can rely on in your life, but to them they only have you...

Only people who loves animal will understand this...

Roll around and laugh out loud! +++09/03/2009+++

2009-03-10T16:36:00.000+08:00

Haven't been in a good mood since...

But i've learned, "God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change. The courage to change the things i can, and the wisdom to know the difference."

I shall live with it.
Cos' its something i can't change.

"人为"

I decided to post some pic to fill my blog with my face.
If you think you have a problem looking at my face and not puke, please! for health sake close this window immediately!

=)

First up is a pic Lime will probably kill me when she see this.
Cos' she instructed me times and again to cover her face with something cute.

LOL

Cute wad.

We did something silly last Friday.
We decided to watch movie and head over to causeway point for it.
While booking the tix, we decided to take up the couple seats since the cinema seems empty.
And guess what?

We're surrounded by couples during the movie!

Wahahahahaha.
Butt itchy lah Cai Lime.

LOL

I got home ytd and was changing in my room when my silly dog came in and settle herself on my bed.
I got out my phone and was about to snap a picture of her when she shifted.

"Oi Nikki... I want take photo lah. Come! Show me something nice." I grumbled and guess what?

She give me a really puzzled stare and proceed on to pose this emo expression.

Wah seh.
Think she got this characteristic from me leh.

LOL

"My Bloody Valentine" on Saturday.
Damn.

It's super gross and bloooody!

Not suitable for the weaklings!

LOL

Then it's "He's just not that into you"!

Sweeet close to the heart movie.

Waiting for that 1 call that never comes?
Pacing up and down your room staring at your phone?
Check your phone for messages and ensure that receptions are highly detected?
Curse and swear when you missed that 1 call from him?

LOL

Oh god.
It feels silly thinking back on these stuff i used to do back then.
But we understand it now that if the guy is interested in you, he will make the date he promised happens!

And oh! Jennifer aniston is pretty.
And i believe she's acting out the OS of most girls with a boyfriend, no?

Haha.

I can't stop disturbing duMmy after the movie.

"When are we getting married? Ben affleck is so sweet lor!"
"Cannot lytt 1... Later become Bradley Cooper how?"
"Then i go find Justin Long liao"

LOL

I'm sorry for spourting stuff you don't know if you hasn't watch this show.

LOL

Go catch it if you hadn't, it's worth the time and money together with someone worthy.

=)

Silly as always.

The glasses for the 3D "My Bloody Valentine"

Oppps... duMmy gonna say i purposely post the pic with his face cut off.

No choice.

I look prettier in this pic.

It's nice of you to put in that extra effort in making your weekends available so that you can join in the celebration for my birthday.

Love you.

Oh really?... +++09/03/2009+++

2009-03-09T20:11:00.001+08:00

Give and take.
That was what we always thought when we were young.

As you grow older.
You realised that's not the case?

They take (and forgot).
But ain't ready to give.

I can still remember how those words were passed to me.

Let's play pretence.
That's what we're all capable of.

=)

2009-03-05T14:56:00.003+08:00

I've been rather busy since morning and decided to take a small break.

Look at the picture below!

The stuff the sisters for vin's sis wedding come up with.

The groom had to eat those Fried crickets and dig keys outta those bread worm!!!!!!!!!

Wahahahaah.

The fun of being the sisters gang!

The pretty flowers for the pretty bride.

=)

Didn't had a lot of pictures to post.

So ya.

Random.

And look at my niece!

The princess and her daddy.

and i can't resist stealing this picture from my sister's blog.

*shocked*

Ho ho ho.

She look really adorable.

and she just had her head shaved cos of those chinese elders belief...

Cute still.

=)

It's fun to play around with kids.

But the thought of having my own kids!

>_<

I think i'll be screaming to my mummy for help every now and then.
Especially when they start crying.

LOL

And my ambition when i was young was to be a teacher?

haha!

Disappointed... +++04/03/2009+++

2009-03-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

I'm so disappointed with some of my friends.

Enough said.

Edited 03:49PM

I thought over it and decided to just look at it positively.

If that's the kind of treatment you're smart of.

I'm capable of being just like how you are.

Don't go bitching about this and that in the future when the same things happen on you.

Karma.

"All humans are owners of their karma"

I'm not being revengeful.

I'm just showing you what you are.

=)

Raining... +++03/03/2009+++

2009-03-03T09:51:00.004+08:00

Raining yet again.

With this weather surrounding me for the past few days, I longed for my comfy bed 1000times more.

I think my life lack excitement.

I've been living my life with mahjong and sleeping.

Unhealthy.

Oh.

I attended duMmy's sis lovely wedding on sunday though.

Though it was simple, you still feel the wave of sweet current flowing through when they walk in to the song of their love stories.

So sweet.

It's not how grand the wedding is.

It's having everyone celebrating this occassion with you, like it's a nation occassion!

LOL

"When is it your turn?" was the question being thrown at dummy the whole day.

Ho ho ho!

And as i look at the picture i just posted.

I remembered grumbling about this for some time.

I think my fringe now is getting on my nerves!

It's another round of battling!!!! +++27/02/2009+++

2009-02-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

I got a new direction to look forward to and i hope i can sweep a nice path out of the messy overgrown garden.

=)

I've been feeling down in the pit for the past few days.

Not knowing exactly where i'm heading to and grabbing on.

It's good to have a certain guide finally.

It's never easy to overcome the dejected feeling that form in me but i've ought to recall it earlier that "Nothing run smooth in life".

So ya, i've learn it face it and accept it.

I'm currently hooked to online shopping all over again.

I saw this watch and love it!

Nothing special but it's just attracts me!

Talk about Love at first sight.

LOL

I've a number of things in mind to get online.
Wonder if i should just go ahead.

Damn.

Friends have been asking me about what i want for my bday!

I don't like having my bday ahead of my friends!
I'm always the first among them to gain that extra heavy 1 year.

LOL

What i want?
What i want?

Hmmmmmm...

I shall think properly and thoroughly.

Don't give me display set please darlingsss?
I've so much my mum and dummy threaten to throw it out 1 fine day when i'm not around.

>_<

And ohhhhhh!

I can't wait to set my plans going!

My bdays, my holidays, my meetups, etc.

Talk about lousy planning!

I seriously have a huge problem with planning.

And its so bloody irritating.

Cos' it's only after things happen did i grumble "eh. I should of thought of this idea earlier hor?"

*sighz*

PS : Silly things people do when you're in love. 1 loop ride to get to where you are.

PS/PS : So, how do you draw the line between love and hate?

PS/PS/PS : How do you gauge the differences when you're being biased about that whole thing?

Rainbows... +++25/02/2009+++

2009-02-25T19:51:00.007+08:00

Was walking towards the busstop under the gloomy weather when i suddenly notice a ray of colors hanging in the sky.

Can't stop musing, "it's beautiful!"

Cai lime want to inform everyone who passed us by that there's rainbow.

Not 1 but 2 rainbows.

It's huge, clear and colorful.

1 of the prettiest i've ever seen.

The first time i feel happy working OT.

LOL

Brighten up a bad day immediately too.

=)

And below.

Is a gift from Lime to cheer me up from my down moment last week.

I don't plan to say her sweet.

LOL

Okay.

She's sweet.

Thanx babe!

Boring... +++25/02/2009+++

2009-02-25T17:11:00.001+08:00

It's kinda boring looking forward to something that didn't happen.

*sighz*

What can i say?

Growing up. +++24/02/2009+++

2009-02-24T14:00:00.000+08:00

Isn't she a darling?

=)

I hope she grows up to be a fine young lady.

And today, i suddenly thought about this issue.

Being rebellious is part and parcel of life.
But being rebellious and not wising up after you get into trouble is pure stupidity.
There's no such thing as, "As long as i'm rebellious and go against everything they want me to do, i'll be freed and they will stop pestering me!"
The more rebellious you are, the more concern your family will show.
The more incorrigible you are, the more they worry.

The day you become freed, is the day your family decided to give up on you.
Do you really want that day to come?

You being on your own.
Chinese new year/Christmas/Birthdays, all special occassions will be a celebration on your own.
Or maybe friends who doesn't have love from their family will join you.

Is that what you want?

You decide for yourself.

I'm sure you had heard enough of how disappointed everyone are.
Or
How hurt everyone is cos' of your action.

If you're willing to be good all over again, i'm sure everyone gonna forgive you and love you just like how they have always been.
If you're not, i'm so disappointed in you cos' i've always thought you're old enough to think for yourself.

Wisen up.
Friends whom you should call friends are people who won't get you into stupid trouble with them.
Friends don't call you a coward just because you didnt do what they challenge you to.
Friends don't ask you to skip classes just because they think is fun.
Friends don't get you to fail your exams just because they fail theirs.

Your future lies in your hand.
You will be the one living the rest of your life.
If you're planning to ruin it right now, be prepare to suffer for the rest of your life.
When that day comes, where you finally realised the importance of family and studies.
I hope, you're not too late.

A Sunday... +++22/02/2009+++

2009-02-22T18:28:00.009+08:00

What do you do when you're home rotting on a really free Sunday?

1) Relax and do facial mask
2) Rot in front of your com
3) Facebook
4) Listen to songs and read books
5) Rot in front of your TV
6) Watch show on lappy

For me.
I did all of the above!
Plus, babysitting my niece for 2 hour.
Plus, cooking myself a meal.

LOL

I'm so rotting at home today cos' my duMmy is back in camp for duty!

*yawn*

So, after doing all of the above.
It's now 06:50pm.

Decide to update my blog a little.

Went for dinner with my lovely colleagues on Thursday!

"店小二"

Family style dishes.
Not bad.

Macdonald Ice-cream after realizing that the main air-con at Hagen-Daz break down that fateful day!

Strawberry Sundae is love!

Meetup wid my duMmy aftermath is blissssss.

=)

Family potrait.

Got feel hor.

LOL

Siao eh was SUPPOSED to meet us but she was held up at her training.
So, shall punish her the next time we meet her!

LOL

Friday night was spent mahjon-ing away wid the usual.

But i fall aslp half-way.

End the games at around 7am?
And sleep all the way til 3pm.
Pig arh.

Prepared and head to town with duMmy.
Just the 2 of us.

=)

Treat duMmy to a nice dinner for a belated Vday + 44th Monthsarrries this Monday.

Both of us were starving like mad.

While waiting,

duMmy and i start this silly pose picture taking.

Take 1 : Bloated cheeks!

He look like a monkey hor?

LOL

Take 2 : Beautify the flowers

He has this mad habit of eating flowers.

-_-"

And this silly idea below was his.

LOL.

Food came and who cares about taking photos?

Ate.

Shopping.

In search of duMmy's stuff.

It was a lovely day.

=)

I'm very lazy to eloborate what we did actually.
So just end it abruptly!

LOL

Was in FB just now and saw a secondary school friend of mine stating that her boyfriend had proposed to her!

Oh man~
Time flies isn't it?

More and more friends around me are getting married!

Have been talking to my gers a little about those marriage thingy for the
past few days.
Heard some planning setting up from some of them and i feel happy for them.
I wonder what my plans would be?

I seriously got no idea how to go about planning.
I only know i wish to get married before i turn 27 yrs old.
And i do believe the planning part is definately something huge to
remember!

LOL

That's another few years down the road for me, though.
I'm more excited to be someone's sister now.
Where the whole gang gathers to bully the groom!
Hasn't been 1 before.
Wonder how its like!
I'm sure it will be soo soooo sooooo fun!

Haha!

Realization... +++20/02/2009+++

2009-02-20T16:02:00.003+08:00

Emily came to realize :

1) If it's not meant to be yours, it will never be yours.
2) No matter how hard you fight for it, position plays a bigger role.
3) Choose to face it with pride, the creator is something to be proud of.
4) Never doubt your instinct, you're 98% right most of the time.

Alright.

I'll get over this dumb thing.

For sure.

I'll miss you.

Definately.

Fustration... +++19/02/2009+++

2009-02-19T10:19:00.003+08:00

I don't like going towards an unclear direction.

I want to know what i want.
I want to know what i'll do.

I hate to be unsure who are my partners.
I hate to be unsure who are my foes.

I don't like this style that i'm harvesting.
It makes no sense.

I need to clear out the weeds and grow my fruits nicely again.

CHIONG ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Like a rose... +++17/02/2009+++

2009-02-17T16:11:00.003+08:00

It's nice to still be able to sing along to songs i hasn't heard for a long time.

Ho ho ho.

I'm having this irritating headache since yesterday.
Followed by a soreeeee throat.
And a brilliant end with my menses cramp.

TMD.

I was practically walking zombie today but things got better after popping some pills.

Oh well~

My Vday passed by having dinner with Fenz and Bird!
It was nice cos' it's been a long time we meet up together to gossip!
And ya, sushi too!

Sunday was spent mahjon-ing at Bird's place wid Percilia and Shermain(i think).

Lose money again lor.

I think the horoscope thingy is true lorz...
Have to quit gambling this year!

LOL

Hard leh.
Chamz...

LOL

I'm exactly a month away from being a year older.
Booo~

Dummy is going to start his dumb deployment again.
In the month of March'09.

How nice?

DOUBLE BOOOO~

Sings : Love leads to laughter~love leads to tears~with you by my side i feel good times again~~~~~~~

Oh~~~~ My Darling...

2009-02-13T17:25:00.001+08:00

I've been nagged like more than 10 people for not updating my blog.

10 is very little i know.
I'm not a popular blogger what.
Got 10 i very happy liao leh.

LOL

I've been rather busy this whole week.

No time for any entertainment except watching my shows at home and drinking bubble tea.
Cos' by the time i reach home, i'm too lazy to go out.

Lazy pig.

I want to update a proper entry but i'm lazy to upload the pictures.

Ok lah.

I'll update again soon~

With pictures.

I'm getting fatter and fatter.

Think this is why my dummy don't want spend Valentine's Day with me tomorrow.

LOL

No lah.
He very poorthing lah.
He gotta go outfield 'til sunday morning.

I'm trying to get people to play mahjong leh.
Those simple easy don't need stress style mahjong.
But i give up trying after 2 attempt.
Busy and Not free very difficult.

LOL

AAAhhhhhhhhhh.

Why like that?

LOL

I'm mad.
This happens only at this kinda timing.
Timing to go home.
And yet still not prepared to go home.

TMD.

*Scream* Friday the 13th!

And more Pictures... +++01/02/2009+++

2009-02-01T13:26:00.002+08:00

PICTURES LOADING ... ... ... ...
LOADS OF PICTURES LOADING... ... ...

Ok.
Most of the pictures are my faces.
So, please skip this entry if you not happy to see my face ok?

Renuion Dinner was at my Ah Ma's place.
It's 1 dinner that everyone gathers and talk about this and that.

"Ah ger arh... U resemble your mummy so much now leh!"
"Really? Got meh?"
"Ya lor. Face round round liao."

Thanx arh Ah gu!

LOL

Make me paiseh only lorz...

And then the topic of our jobs, boyfriend, money, nonsense start coming up.

It's fun hearing them talk.

Watched "The wedding game" aftermath with my cousin, sissy, mummy, BirdKm and duMmy aftermath.
Funny show.

First day of CNY.
Kick off the visiting tradition at Dummy's side first.

What do you do when you're prepared and waiting?

I take photos by giving a stupid face.

LOL

Dummy's grandma place for food and greetings before going to Novena to pray his grandpa.

My first time going for the praying with his family.
The feeling is unexplainable.

Meet up with my family after that for another praying then to Ah ma's place for dinner!

"HUAT ARH! HAPPY NEW YEAR!" We all shouted when we met.

My stupid sister with my 2 cousin.

That's my bro!

Isn't she adorable?

She's falling aslp...

and ya lahz...

I'm getting fatter lahz...

Nbz...

My mUmmy and auntie!

Right.

Me and my sister.

Do we resemble each other?

Apart from the big face lahz...

Ya.

He's the one.

LOL

Watched "Bride war" at Cine with JohnSerene and BirdKM.

Nice show too.

Wassup with all the wedding wedding movie i'm watching nowadays?

LOL

CNY 2:

I told you i'm prepared.

Smillleeeeeeee.

I'm vain, so?

Taken using my phone.

My flashlight is sibei powerful 1 lorz...

Blinding!

My darling Nik.

She's mad that we didn't bring her around for visiting this year.

I'm serious.

She started throwing tantrumts the moment we got home and refused to play with us.

She even growl at us.

LOL

And and and!

Visiting to Fen'z and Rene's place.

What do we do when all friends gathers?

BAN LUCK arhhhhh!!!!

LOL

I think i cannot gamble this CNY lor...

Keep lose money leh!

No good lehz...

So sad!

LOL

PLEASE BO BI I HUAT HUAT FOR THE REST OF THE CNY!

Oh man...

I've posted so many pictures.

Type until lazy already too.

Shall update next time.

End my post with a pic of my precious niece, Sheyenne.

Enjoy the remaining days of CNY peeps!

HUAT HUAT HUAT HUAT ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS : It's nice that you have read through my entry and seeing those pictures of my face. I didn't force you to read with a gun ok? So, stop grumbling.

PS/PS : Love is...

Randommmm... +++31/01/2009+++

2009-01-31T11:00:00.002+08:00

I wanted to blog about my CNY.

But realised that i had too much pictures!

-_-"

I shall kick off with the CNY party I had in my office first then.

Date : 23rd Jan'09
Venue : Staff Lounge
Food : 12 BIG Pizza

We party around, playing darts, singing karaok, playing ***** and mad around taking truck loads of pictures.

Tak glam pictures shall be kept for myself.

Ho ho ho.

Grab the bosses for some picture taking!

Then it's the people in our company (2/3 of them here)

We decide to take a family portrait of our department. (sort of?)

Who say guys don't like to take pictures?

Gers love taking pictures!

Ok...

Tat's about all.

Out of two hundred over pictures.

I can only post this many!

Ho ho ho.

It's the last day of Jan'09 already.

Time passed faster than you can imagine!

It's all the occassions going on that caught us off guard that time is flashing by!

Not that i'm unhappy about having all these happy occassions.

Feb'09 is coming.

>_<

Thought... +++29/01/2009+++

2009-01-29T10:24:00.001+08:00

You thought you did what you could?

That's what you thought.

HAPPY 牛 YEAR!... +++25/01/2009+++

2009-01-25T16:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 牛 YEAR!

Here's a pic of my precious niece, Sheyenne.

Her first CNY wid our family.

Love.

The feeling is definately different!

Everyone HUAT arh!

Kaka rejects City offer and stays at Milan... +++20/01/2009+++

2009-01-20T17:10:00.002+08:00

MILAN, Italy - Kaka decided Monday to stay with AC Milan, ending talks over a record-breaking transfer bid from Manchester City reported to be worth about $150 million.

Italian Premier Silvio Berlusconi, AC Milan's owner, returned from Middle East peace talks in Egypt and met for 1 1/2 hours with team vice president Adriano Galliani, then made the announcement on Italian television.

"For Kaka, money isn't everything," Berlusconi said in a telephone interview with "Processo di Biscardi." "When I heard he preferred to stay, that he hadn't thought about losing a chance for a higher salary and that he put the values of the club, friendship and fans affection above all else, I said, `Come on,' and we hugged."

The 26-year-old Brazilian midfielder, FIFA's player of the year in 2007 after leading AC Milan to the European Champions League title, is under contract with the Italian club through 2013. His actual name is Ricardo Izecson dos Santos Leite.

Earlier, a group of about 500 fans protested outside Milan's downtown offices, lighting flares and chanting "Don't sell Kaka!"

Afterward, about 50 fans moved toward Kaka's home and chanted, "Stay with us, Ricardo," to which Kaka replied by approaching a window with a Milan jersey in hand and beat his hand three times on his heart, sending the fans into delirium, the ANSA news agency and Gazzetta dello Sport's Web site reported.

Eventually, a worker at Kaka's house went outside and asked the fans to quiet down because they were disturbing Kaka's child. The fans said they would leave if they could see their idol once more. Kaka obliged and approached his window again and the fans left.

Manchester City was bought in August by an Abu Dhabi consortium and is seeking to become one of Europe's top clubs.

"Following a meeting in Milan today, the club felt that it was unlikely that the two parties could reach common ground for an agreement," City said. "The discussions reached only a preliminary stage and the player was not involved at any time. No commercial terms were framed."

That's so sweet, isn't it?

How many actually think this way, i wonder.

I don't normally care about soccer news but his name attracted me to read.

Ho ho ho...

He's the man! and he's married.

LOL

I'm busy like a bumble bee!

-_-"

PS : Where's all the childhood time CNY feel?

PS/PS : I'm so tired. Not enough sleep everyday!

PS/PS/PS : I hate receiving news like this. I pray. That nothing of that sort happens. *PRAY*

Busy week... +++15/01/2009+++

2009-01-15T09:50:00.002+08:00

It's been a busy week for me...

Work has been piling up and very often i need to sacrifics more time to get the job done.

I'm not alone on that though.

=)

Been having alot of thoughts lately on my journey back home and i want to blog about it so that when i look back on all the entries in future and came upon this 1.

I'll smile.

=)

I started working here on july'07, know about this company through my siao eh.

I still want to thank her for that.

When i first started out, i was really green in every single thing.
It does help having someone you know though!

LOL

I bet i've bug Siao eh like hell lotsa time in 1 day.

Even stupid questions like, "Eh, how your photocopying machine work arh?"

*Roll eyes to heaven* Haha!

For my department, i have 2 mentor who plays a big part during this period of time where i was just starting out all the way 'til now.

They guided me slowly and patiently, though my level of knowledge is way below their expectation.
They put me through trainings that i'm sure i won't get it anywhere.

I thank them for that little trust they had in me that allow me to make progress in my work.
I thank them for that confident they hold in me even though i disappoint them at times.
I thank them for all the motivation they show each time i feel like giving up.

I thank them for being there as a pillar of support each time someone hammer me cruelly.

To be motivated to work each day, the people you work with plays a huge part too.

My colleagues are really 1 crazy bunch of mad people.
They were supposed to be the upright, stern and no nonsense kind of people but all were just assumptions on my side.
Stern as they were at work, they actually go partying at St James 1 ok.

LOL

We have party-queen, fitness-queen, shopping-queen, chilled-out-queen, food-queen, joker-king/queen, camwhore-queen, MJ-queen, SCV-queen, Pirate-queen, ChiefGangster, ...

So many more!

And most of them are parents of young kids already.

*thumbs up*

LOL

It was fun having them around, helping each other(work/non-work), teasing each other, having noisy lunch/dinner tgt.

Having a boss who gets discount here and there is even better, cos' we enjoy nice dinner with reasonable pricing.

How to go on diet here, Seriously?

LOL

1 thing i don't understand is, no matter how many kids some of them had delivered, the shape they uphold are still sibei steady 1.
Some of them looks like they are young, slim, single and available kind lorz.

Wah...
I wish i can be the way they are even after i'm blessed with kids.

Heeee...

Oh well...

A side note to Cai Lime,

Babe! I'm thankful for all the nonsense you have showered me ok?
Work wouldn't be fun without having you going cranky behind me.
i'm sure you feel the same, am i right or am i right?
LOL
With our Siao eh gone, we only have each other to whine on already.
So, stop injuring yourself lahz...
Where got people walk also injured herself until so jia lat 1, except you of course.
Hahahahahaz...
Thanks for all the Twilight moment, i'm glad i had you to go crazy with.
Else, i think i will have internal injuries from cooping up all the details i want to share.
Hahahahaah...

And i wonder if Siao eh read this,

When are you going to meet me?
I've tons of questions in my mind for you to fill up!
How's work?
How's life?
How's everything?

LOL

Alright,
I've ~~wasted~~ spent an hour typing this entry. (with calls and emails flowing in)

Love,

PS : The world don't revolve only around you. Learn it, understand it, accept it!

PS/PS : I'm not done with CNY shopping, this is so fustrating!

2009-01-10T11:29:00.000+08:00

Some humans are just not worth the trouble.

Number of times... +++09/01/2008+++

2009-01-09T17:18:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, it's not the number of times it happens.

It's what we learn each time it happens.

=)

Don't wanna lose you now... +++09/01/2009+++

2009-01-09T10:17:00.000+08:00

These photos were taken on Yiyi's last day in our company.

Feels strange without her around for me to call "Siao eh!"

But i wish her best of luck on the new path she's moving on to.

=D

We wrote <3 letters for her.

We love her.

Chill out at Wala Wala...

Dummy pop in for a surprise visit.

It's been a nice week. With little *touchwood* problems.

I'm drowning myself in songs by the BSB all over again.

Suddenly i feel like i'm back to my secondary days all over.

LOL

PS : Some memories are worth reminiscing over and over again.

PS/PS : I need some serious retail therapy.

PS/PS/PS : I woke up at 6:20am. Dummy slept at 6:25am. Poorthing.

2009... +++06/01/2009+++

2009-01-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

A proper entry for the year 2009.

It's a little late.

But better late than never.

A reflection of 2008.

- I gain new friends.
- I hang out with old friends.
- I rather not talk about some friends.

- I got myself stuff
- I got my loves one stuff
- I rather not waste time searching stuff for some people.

- Went through a cycle of celebrating my friend's bday 1 by 1.
- Went through a cycle of celebrating special occassions bits by bits.
- I rather not remember moments that are supposed to be forgotten.

- I understand the importance of family all over again.
- I understand the importance of trusty defination once again.
- I rather not understand the cruelty of reality.

- I appreciate kind understandings.
- I appreciate mutual lovings.
- I appreciate all dumb things that keep me going.

- I love my family.
- I love my friends.
- I love my dogs.
~~- I love twilight.~~ Opps!

- I became an aunt cos of baby sheyanne.
- I'm left with Nikki at home with baileys and gucci away on holidays.
- I've learned to accept unfairness in life in a much more controllable temper? -i hope-

2009.

I hope everyone around me are in the best of health, growing even stronger with the recession going on, getting tougher even with the odds beating through, lovingly in love with everything/everyone, happily spending every normal days, excitedly receiving each joyous occassion, all good things happening on us!

Most importantly,

More money More money More money!

CNY is coming.

I only got myself a skirt.

Great.

PS : DumMy is sick. Poorthing. Get well soon ok? =D

PS/PS : Don't ask for the sake of asking. It's difficult for you and difficult for me. Thank you.

PS/PS/PS : Open 1 eye Close 1 eye. It will make this whole thing a whole lot better. I hope.

Random... +++03/01/2008+++

2009-01-03T11:10:00.006+08:00

Random pic taken during Km's bday and Long's bday...

Sushi Buffet, KTV, Steamboat, Mj.

That's what we did...

The guys are as cranky as ever.

LOL

PS : Time pass so fast when i'm with you. Always.

PS/PS : Every good thing come to an end eventually.

PS/PS/PS : Sometime, a little bit of luck plays the trick well.

Happy 2009 to everyone... +++01/01/2009+++

2009-01-01T07:15:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

Hope everyone have a blessed 2009.

PS : I'm officially awake for 24 hours and counting.

PS/PS : My cough is getting from bad to worse.

PS/PS/PS : Nothing more...

Love this song from Lee Hom.

Talented as ever.

心跳

王力宏

想跟我吵架我沒那麼無聊
不懂得道歉我沒那麼聰明
好想要回到我們的原點
你又在哭泣我給不了安慰
我又在搖頭有那麼點后悔
愛情的發展已難以回頭卻無法往前走
但身不由己出現在胸口兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚
你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

A Moment to Ask for... +++27/12/2008+++

2008-12-27T08:00:00.003+08:00

I'm stuck wid work work and more work...

And decided to play around with my photoshop(which i've abandon since i started work?)

Things got a little stiff here and there as i try to figure out how things blend and work.

I've always been interested in polaroid photos...

After playing around...

Nothing interesting...

The above was taken when I headed over to "Riders Cafe" on 23rd Dec'08 with my lovely peoples for X'mas feast as well as my dearest Lime's bday celebration.

Later...

Oh well...

Guess i'm losing it...

Anyway! the pic above was taken when i'm drench from the lovely x'mas eve rain that decided to float sg just so it feels like its snowing...

More on that when i got photos...

LOL

Listen to this song playing in my blog...

Isn't it a nice song to hold your partner with and swirl sentimentally around the dance floor?

I'm stuck in that scene ever since then...

So mesmerizing...

As always...

From the first time 'til the last (which i doubt it will come)...

*wink*

Off to catch more sleep...

Celebrating Km's bday tonight...

=]

PS : Don't miss me too much okay, Cai Lime? Work hard! LOL (if you see this!) "What a stupid lamb!" I said... HO hO Hooooo...

PS/PS : It's just so stuck there! Omg!

PS/PS/PS : I should really don't bother... It's my interest... So why do you interfere? Maddening!

Unexpected 3.5 years... +++23/12/2008+++

2008-12-23T16:06:00.004+08:00

Our color code for today is Green and Red!

=]

Going for a X'mas feast later with my colleagues!

+

A BBQ session with my ladies + the guys tml!

My 1st X'mas without silly duMmy.

Poorthing have to forgo his X'mas cos' of his deployment.

Hopefully he will be out for our countdown for 2009..

*pray*

PS : Happy 42nd MonthSarieSsss Silly duMmy! Thanx for the lovely gifts and unexpected flowers. It's lovely!

PS/PS : I actually had it 3 times! 4th time coming Cai Lime?

PS/PS/PS : I'm in the mood for holiday but i've work to finish! TMD!

X'mas season... +++22/12/2008+++

2008-12-22T14:25:00.001+08:00

- A trip to Four Season
- A trip to Borders
- A trip to Far East X 3
- A trip to Paragon X 2
- A trip to Takashimaya X 2
- A trip to Wisma X 2

That's about the place i covered on both Saturday and Sunday!

Tiring.

-_-"

PS : You just can't have the best of everything, isn't it?

PS/PS : I don't wish to feel this way... It just come naturally...

PS/PS/PS : Disappointed.

It's sort of... +++21/12/2008+++

2008-12-21T00:57:00.002+08:00

- 10 hours of shopping non-stop
- menstrual cramp
- Ding Tai Feng
- Charity
- Pressie
- HongKong Cafe
- 4 books
- Nice song
- Nice company

=]

I ended my Saturday with a smile though i couldn't get the clothes/shoes i want cos there's no size left for me!

Oh well...

More shopping i guess...

I'm currently in love with this song... Thanx Lime for sharing...

You know i know ok?

LOL

Linkin Park - Leave out all the rest

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

PS : I'm ok with the repeating

PS/PS : E.C

PS/PS/PS : I should really start thinking of my NYR...

It's not easy... Never will be easy... +++19/12/2008+++

2008-12-19T11:23:00.000+08:00

I was reading her blog again.

It's an entry that bring a little tears to my eyes.

Something that happen exactly a year ago, yet when you look at it.

It only seems yesterday.

How things could just change in 365 days.

It's scary.

I think it's normal to sulk about bad times.

Hold a limit to those outburst.

A moment of insanity leads to a lifetime of regret.

If you don't learn to appreciate all the little things you own now.

You'll never learn to be someone who love your own life.

People around us don't live on forever.

The remorseful period always come a second too late.

There's a saying that everybody knows but apply it to themselves too little.

"Treasure everyone around you before it's too late"

How many times do we recall this sentence in our mind when we are quarreling with our parents/siblings/friends/collegues/everyone?

The anger in us overwrites the sanity in us almost 95% of the time.

That's a sad truth isn't it?

You get inspired by things happening in someone's life.

It's time someone get inspired by your life.

Have a great weekend everyone.

Damn Ulcer!... +++12/12/2008+++

2008-12-12T10:17:00.001+08:00

Went -

For the meetup after so long.

The atmosphere is pretty and comfy.

Thanks to Kefun's recommendation.

The food wasn't fantastic.

But the catching-up is nice.

First pic i took that day (of human i mean)..

I don't know why i gave that dumb face.

I think her topic is making me bored... *Kidding*

We are supposed to be doing stupid poses. S.U.P.P.O.S.E.D.L.Y

The ladies.

The gentlemans.

I post this cos' i find it funny leh. Don't we look like we're dancing? LOL

DICT 1B/21

Ho ho ho...

Then...

My Damn Ulcer is giving me f-ing so much pain that i can't eat a proper meal for goodness sake!

I look into the mirror and saw this horrible big ulcer at the back of my mouth between my upper and lower deck of teeth...

And it's huge!

Great!

I can't chew without bumping into it what!

Nbz...

I speak like my mouth is stuff with food and as if my saliva is over-flowing.

And i can't laugh loudly cos' the stretching of the mouth is too much for the damn ulcer to take it...

Can you feel my fustration?

Nbz...

Maybe i should "Long pain might as well short pain"(chinese saying) rub salt on it!

Maybe i'll ki siao tonight and do it.

Its... +++11/12/2008+++

2008-12-11T13:28:00.002+08:00

Falling sick is the last thing i want to have now.

I got this damn ultra huge ulcer at the back of my mouth.

&(&*^^$^%**###

Ahhhhh...

I think i'm lagging behind time.

This is bad.

I'm in a lousy mood today.

R.E.F.L.E.C.T.I.O.N

Imagine... +++06/12/2008+++

2008-12-06T10:05:00.000+08:00

I decided to upload those photos in my camera asap after being "chased" by friends to send them photos.

To my horror!

I realised i've so many photos from different event rusting away in my camera!

LOL

So, i painstakingly abandon my work time to upload these photos.
A reason to slack, no?

LOL

Will upload those pictures here when i'm done.

I've been away from office since Thursday to grill myself up in the warehouse.

I really feel that each time i'm back from the warehouse, i gained another 35% knowledge, 35% determination, 20% human-relation skill and 10% education.

I sulked each time i had to head over to the warehouse for the "Oh-so-boring" inspections.

Yet, i seems to forget how sulky i am the moment i get started on my work when i reach there.
Of course, the people you work with plays a huge role.

I had fun.

=]

Okok...
I'm gonna start yakking about the book i'm reading. So, please stop here if you ain't interested in my silly nonsense.

I'm currently addicted to this book, "Twilight". Very.
The day i picked up the book to read, i've trouble stopping. I read it on the bus, read it when i'm seated in my office at 8am hoping to sneak a few more pages without anyone knowing and read it 'til 12+++am which normally, i should be aslp.
Madness.
I can't stop telling the people around me how engrossed i am into this book and L got into my nonsense and got herself the book as well. No complaint from her since.

LOL

It's a very "Harry Potter" kinda style, where the author describe everything with so much descriptive that you can almost imagine the whole scene. It's not those stupid lovey-dovey kind of vampire books you read anywhere else in the past.
I swear, i thought it was stupid and practically roll my eyes to heaven when i saw the synopsis the first time saying "Edward is a vampire". Yet, the curiousity beats the stupidity in me after seeing so much nice reviews on the net.

I like the book.

The way they bicker, the way they fall in love, the way they get together, the way the love blossom, the way a guy protects the one they love, the way they pursue on even when trouble is obviously around, the way they... (i can go on...)

I've ordered for the 2nd series. There's a total of 4 series now and i'm wondering whether i should just get all at 1 go cos' ever since the 1st series, it had been "out of stock".

A 5th series was supposed to be published, but due to an illegal leak of the author's draft to the internet world. The author decided to stop writing on it.

I was damn upset, seriously.

Cos' the 5th book was written in the eye of Edward Cullen, in which all my questions while i'm reading the 1st series will be revealed!

It's sad why people can't keep secrets to themselves huh?

Oh my... I'm not done with the book yet though. I can't wait to finish this book, but i don't know why i'm holding back.

LOL

I always have this restriction in me acting up when i'm reading a good book. Cos' it feels like you will feel empty all over again once you finished it.

All good things come to an end. I'll finish it soon.

Hope the movie is nice.

"I decided as long as I was going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly"

....... +++03/12/2008+++

2008-12-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

Right Here. Right Now.

It's just a book... +++02/12/2008+++

2008-12-02T08:26:00.002+08:00

My dad is back.

Thanks everyone for their concern.

Really appreciate everything. From calls to msges...

=]

PS : The thought of it just send a brilliant curve to my lips.

PS/PS : I'm addicted to Twilight.

Bless... +++28/11/2008+++

2008-11-28T10:01:00.002+08:00

When i received the msg from Mum on Wed.
My hand turn cold and my mind went blank.

I thought to myself. "No. This can't be happening."

I called mummy and heard the siren of the ambulance.
Tears start forming.

"What happen?" I choked.
"Daddy say he don't feel well. I'll call you back." Mummy replied and hang up.

I sat there, tears start rolling. I think i shocked Cai lime and yiyi.

LOL

They calm me down and i waited.
Dummy called my mummy for me.

Daddy need to be hospitalised.

Visited daddy after work. He looks ok.
I'm relief.

Thursday.
My sis msged me and said, "Did you received the news? Daddy is transferred to ICU."

I almost fainted.

He was ok the day before. Why ICU now?

I couldn't think.

Tears flow again.

Damn.

I took leave and head for the hospital wid duMmy, bro and mumMy.

Daddy looks weak but ok to me.
He just had some minor op to clear the blockage in his artery that lead blood to his heart.

The nurse assured us that he's ok but need to be kept under observation.

I heaved a sigh of relief.

*sighz*

It was a worrying week for me.

I hope everything is fine now.

God bless.

PS : I'm glad duMmy is around this few days.

PS/PS : I just want a healthy daddy yelling at me again. I'll let him scold.

PS/PS/PS : I hope the health of my family and friends be good.

Got it... +++25/11/2008+++

2008-11-26T11:29:00.002+08:00

Happy happy!

I've gotten my book!

Arrived yesterday.

=]

Dinner wid Cai Lime and Yi ytd was sinful to the max.

Food and dessert...

>_<

But it's nice to "gong sim"...

Alright...

I need more money!

Lunch... +++25/11/2008+++

2008-11-25T11:20:00.003+08:00

I cant get enough of this little girl.

LOL

Oh well, i went to 3 bookstore in search for the book i mentioned in my previous entry and all 3 states "Out of Stock".

Boo~

Spoil mood.

I was so excited when JE popular says that they have stock.

End up, they only have the movie version which i don't want.

Gonna try look for it in bigger store.

I'm kinda passing my days in a daze these days.

All i know is work, eat and sleep.

How boring.

Ok, fun starts today i guess.

- Out for dinner wid yi and cai lime

- Facial on Thurs wid sisSy

- Colleagues gathering on Friday

- Poly gathering on Sat

- Niece's full month party on Sun

Very much scheduled for the last week of Nov'08.

Dec is the season for love.

More money needed to buy pressie.

Hopes Dummy gets lucky too.

*cross finger*

PS : Pet society craze is very much still in place.

PS/PS : I'm still trying to think of some exciting NYR

PS/PS/PS : More movies in Dec'08 i realised. Guys! Prepare the cash!

Twilight... +++22/11/2008+++

2008-11-22T11:46:00.003+08:00

I've been hearing alot about this book.

"Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer.

I read through a little online and find it interesting.

Maybe, it's really time i get some books to keep myself occupied.

=]

PS : Who should i trust? Myself or you?

PS/PS : Sometimes, the happier you are... The more disappointment you face. I had enough.

PS/PS/PS : Being ignorance and dumb is a bliss.

Never enough... +++21/11/2008+++

2008-11-21T15:47:00.002+08:00

I love her eyes.

Always love these eyes.

Crystal clear blue.

=]

I've always wonder.

How do you define "A good girl"?

Sometimes, you feel you have did what you could to be a nice daughter, nice sister, nice girlfriend, nice friend, nice listening ear companion, nice everything.

Yet, people still ain't satisfied.

You know you ain't the wrong 1.

Yet, you're always reprimanded cos' the one in the wrong always escaped unhurt.

You find it unfair.

Yet, when you voice out you end up making it worse and you hurt yourself and some others.

You got so tired of arguing.

Yet, you just have to do it repeatedly like it's happening for the first time to make urself feel better.

I think, it's never easy to be the "good girl" cos' if the person loves the other 1 more...

Nothing you do actually balance up this whole damn thing.

Don't understand what i'm saying?

It's ok.

It's my business, anyway.

PS : It's not that i don't feel the love, it's just so unfair sometimes.

PS/PS : I wish the sensibility in you surface soon. You just have to grow up already.

PS/PS/PS : It's a nice week with you. More to come this weekend, i hope.

Silly... +++20/11/2008+++

2008-11-20T16:14:00.004+08:00

I log into facebook today to play with my pet.

As usual, disturbing friend's pet to earn money.

I got a surprise when i go down the line and spot...

My silly duMmy had created a ~~naked~~ pet!

LOL

I think he create this dummy so that i had 1 more house to visit and earn more coins.

LOL

I donated lotsa clothes to him cos' he's so ~~naked~~ empty!

PS : Silly things makes silly people happy.

PS/PS : I just receive some nice news!

PS/PS/PS : New year resolution... It's time.

woOohooo... +++14/11/2008+++

2008-11-14T11:04:00.006+08:00

I'm so tempted to get this phone after duMmy got his...

Pretty phone.

And i only like it being pretty.

LOL

Shall see how...

Margu's bday celebration last week.

We head for dinner and off they went for their clubbing session.

Heard that he's drunk like shit...

LOL

And he even forgot to bring our pressie for him hoMe!

Oi... Gu, Nice work lah u...

LOL

Anyway, I think he had a wild and fun celebration.

This week whizz pass fast...

Probably cos' i was on leave on Tuesday.

Weekend is here again.

Happy weekend everyone!

PS : Seperation is just for awhile ok?

PS/PS : I think i miss baileys.

PS/PS/PS : God bless everything.

Love a lil bit... +++10/11/2008+++

2008-11-10T13:43:00.000+08:00

So poorthing... My pet sleeps on the floor cos' i got no money to buy a bed...

LOL

But, look at the happy face its showing even if it's hard floor...

Haha...

Anyway, random post yet again.

I attended 2 parties on Saturday.

Hope Margu had fun!

And it was a nice gathering with my colleagues once again.

=]

Nikki came into my room ytd morning to sleep with me cos' she's afraid of thunder.

She quietly layed beside me shivering like a vibrator and didnt fall aslp til i lay my hand on her head to quieten her down.

So cute.

Visited my niece ytd, first interaction with her ever since she came out of the intensive care ward.

She's soooooooooooo adorable!

She smile whenever mummy call her "beautiful girl or pretty lady"...

So young yet so vain already...

LOL

Took quite a number of her pic... But i hasn't got the time to load.

Dummy is finally back from TW...

Got me some stuff and i love it...

=]

It's a rainy Monday.

QQ La Mian... +++07/11/2008+++

2008-11-07T10:14:00.000+08:00

It's Friday!

I'm so excited!

I'm just 3 days away from seeing my duMmy again!

=]

He finally finish all the outfields at Taiwan safely.

His fun starts tomorrow!

=]

Anyway...

Laaaaaaaaaa-Mian session with my friends last weekend.

It's located at Robertson Quay. Forgot the name of the resturant. I remember the route though.

The food is nice and we had a room to ourselves.

Nice~

Just feel like taking...

If only i'm a lil taller...

Boo~

I can't wait for work to end...

I can't believe i fall aslp at 10pm ytd and still feel sleepy now...

Wth...

And randomly...

Here's a pic of my favourite craving these days...

Honeystars!!!!

*slurp*

LOL

PS : Some stuff are better left unsaid.

PS/PS : Some people are better left forgotten.

PS/PS/PS : Weekend here i come!

Loveeee... +++06/11/2008+++

2008-11-06T15:15:00.000+08:00

I went to the hospital yesterday to see my little niece...

Didnt get to see her cos' she's still in the Intensive Care Unit.

Saw her pic though...

All babies are god send... So innocent, pure and cute!

I was kinda nervous before arriving at the hospital.

No idea why.

LOL

Thanks Cai Lime for going with me.

Appreciate it lots.

And all the congrats from friends and colleagues... Make it sounds like the baby is mine...

LOL

Ah gong and Ah ma went too!

♡ It's great having a new memeber added to the family! ♡

And HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO GU!

PS : 4 Days to Dummy's return! ♡

PS/PS : Really shouldn't expect much from people. Seriously.

PS/PS/PS : Lime told me this "Never explain. Your friends wont need it and you enemy wont believe you anyway."

Baby Sheyenne... +++04/11/2008+++

2008-11-04T21:45:00.002+08:00

My Da sao had safely given birth to my lil niece, Baby Sheyenne!!!!

God bless the both of them.

I'm officially the aunt of Baby Sheyenne!

I'm so excited now!

Can't wait to see her!

A life... +++04/11/2008+++

2008-11-04T11:25:00.002+08:00

My Da sao is in hospital right now.

She was admitted due to high blood pressure and it was dangerous for both her and the baby.

I pray that everyone would be safe and everything to be stable.

There's some decisions to be made.

Damn.

I feel vex now.

I wish i can help in some ways.

But all i can do is sit here and wait.

The cost for the whole thing is damn scary too.

*faint*

Being a mummy is definately not easy!

Being a daddy is no joke too.

Pray that my Da sao, bro and niece would be strong!

Guan yin ma bo bi...

Can I have this dance? +++03/11/2008+++

2008-11-03T15:45:00.000+08:00

Sing :

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you thru it all

This is so sweet.

A sense of security. A feeling of love. A trace of guidance.

PS : I'm still very much in the HSM fever... LOL

PS/PS : Dummy outfield for 4d3n, pray that he'll be safe and bless with warm weather instead of cold weather!

PS/PS/PS : I cant set songs in my blog. Boo~~ why huh?

And it goes on... +++01/11/2008+++

2008-11-01T08:40:00.006+08:00

Random

突然很想你词曲:五月天-阿信
Nice~~~ Song. ❥

I dunno why i want to post a pic of my toopid sister...

LOL

A pic of the crew on John's bday at Tao's resturant.

Nice place. Add a point if you have your old schoolmate who works there.

LOL

Oh nuts...

It's such a nice weather to be home sleeping... Which i'm not...

With all the commotion going on yesterday in my room...

Needless to say, i didnt sleep well at all.

Dummy called me telling me stuff happening at his area...

He's out in the cold, searching for some crazy points he need to complete...

Poorthing.

After the gym session on Thurs, the muscle ache syndrome came as expected(much more).

I feel stiff out... but madly, i like this feeling... cos' it means i've done some serious workout on those areas.

Yet, it also means i needa season out this aching feeling by doing exercise regularly.

LOL

It's yet another weekend without my dummy.

I thought i'll be free without him around, but least did i expect my days to be so scheduled.

That's good, i guess.

Time pass faster when i have other things to focus on.

I still hasn't settle on the fact that it's saturday today, probably cos' of the holiday on Monday.

Have a nice weekend everyone!

PS : If you don't help yourself enough, others can't help you much.

PS/PS : It's another 9 days to go!

Pain... +++31/10/2008+++

2008-10-31T11:02:00.000+08:00

My fingers got slam by taxi's door cos' Julie who is sitting in front close her door while i was getting into cab behind.

And dumb me had to place my hand right where the door will close?

LOL

It wasn't serious... Just blue black and swell a little now.

Cai Lime and Lai Lai was like screaming their heads off while i calmly say, "Julie, you close your door on my hand."

Amazingly calm ain't I?

LOL

Lucky it's those new maxi cab which has more cushion than other normal cab...

Else my fingers would have been gone by now...

-____-"

Anyway, I spent 3 hours in the gym ytd.

Hasn't exercise since god knows when and it was pure shiokness!

Learned some pilates skill from Julie and Lai Lai who attended lessons on it.

It was fun!

A short chit-chat session after that, wait for my dumbass sista to reach and i slept all the way 'til this morning peacefully.

Great!

Now, I can't wait to go home and sleep...

PS : HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

PS/PS : It was nice hearing your voice in my sleepy mode... =P

PS/PS/PS : 10 more days to go!

Trippppp to... +++30/10/2008+++

2008-10-30T15:00:00.000+08:00

An overdue post...

Head over for a yacht trip wid my colleagues on the 16th Oct'08.

Food is provided and the people serving us is super friendly.

Was a little dizzy when the yacht was on its move initially...

Bobbling up and down.

Watched "Song of the sea" from a distance too!

We took lotsa photos... With different camera...

Shall post mine first in case i forgot...

We're going to 1DegreeMarina for the yacht!

My colleagues who went (Some)

1DegreeMarina

Welcome!

Yoyo! I'm the captain for the night!

All who went... Ok... I look fat... -__-"

Ahhhhhh...

I'm thinking of doing something to my hair...

Hmmmmmm...

HSM3... +++29/10/2008+++

2008-10-29T09:27:00.003+08:00

Watched. Laugh. Mesmerised. Amazed. Ended. Lime. Zhen.

It's an awesome show.

It wouldn't sound this way if you hasn't watched HSM before.

The songs, the dance, the people and the props.

It's amazing.

Each time Troy look at Gabriella, you feel a tinge of jealousy. So Sweet!

I love Zac's bluey eyes.

Awwwwww~

Troy or Zac, Vansssa or Gabriella.

It's hard not to feel the love between isn't it.

The eyes tells all.

PS: 12 days to go! Poor dumMy hasn't had enuff sleep and he feels like he's a foreign worker in another land. LOL

PS/PS : I wish my graduation from school was a blast like how it's supposed to be. Wasted.

Happy 21st Birthday To... +++27/10/2008+++

2008-10-27T01:19:00.005+08:00

As the clock strike 12mn.

I was having supper at Newton wid my family.

LOL.

You're already in your dreamland.

I hope those little celebration for this whole month makes you feel love and happy.

By the time you read this, it's probably 10th Nov'08.

But still...

=]

First up was celebration with the crew.

We had laksa steamboat and headed off to Marina at Keppel Bay to chill out.

There were so many photos!

So, a sum up of the people who were there.

Thanx to Bird, CKM, Gu, Xiao cou an, Naipa, John and Serene for appearing!

Vin appreciate it alot!

=]

Cooool~~~~

=]

Then,

It was a dinner + movie with my family.

Act siao Sister.

We had this exact pic taken once when i was in my poly year 1. My bday. LOL

And then,

It was a celebration by Lime, Yiyi and Gerald.

They were really nice to hold this mini celebration for him at Ben & Jerry.

The surprise was a successful 1!

He got fustrated with me for dragging him away from his gadgets shopping.

But when he saw them, the look on his face was Priceless.

Thanx peeps!

Their crazy idea. LOL

Scold me somemore lah! Worse boy.

Self-taken skill - PASSED!

He buay song the cow stare at him.

LOL

Though there should be some whacko party for a 21st bday. We couldn't held it cos' you got so little friend.

Oppps...

Kidding!

LOL

Stop saying you got no friends lah. Good friends no need a lot de. True friends are the most important people and they are all around you!

=]

Happy Birthday Dummy! Hope you get to see lotsa Taiwan mei mei ok? See only! No touch!

=P

On the way... +++25/10/1008+++

2008-10-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna get myself a BIG external harddisk space cos' my com jux pop "LOW DISK SPACE" warning to me!

Nbz...

I'm totally mad cos' i've been repeating Jay's "说好的幸福呢" for the 3439584357123th times...

I know how to sing without looking at lyrics already.

LOL

I'm rotting myself away at home with peach red bubble tea (with this fishy smell cos' i put in the fridge where mummy keeps some sort of fishy stuff)...

Anyway, i'm rotting at home on a nice saturday night cos' my dummy is at the airport NOW awaiting to depart for taiwan!

Booooo~

Ok lah... I'm kinda used to the fact that he's away (sort of)... Not as whiney and all...

I surprise myself at times.

We have been going through a rollercoaster ride for the past few days.

We had tiff here and there.

Really bad.

But a happy relationship is made up of 2 good forgiver.

We kiss and everything is fine now.

While he's away, i got myself comic and a number of drama to complete.

Photos to edit and post up.

Some task to accomplish.

Gym. As promise to Lime.

-Just had a major quarrel wid my dad. He just had to pick a fight with me whenever i stay at home. And the best thing adult can say after an argument is "Don't speak to me ever again." Talking about adults being mature?-

I cant stand him whenever he act this way.

Dummy just called and i just have to cry into the phone cos' of that bloody argument i just had.

How fustrating.

Anyway...

I'm gonna go hide myself somewhere away from his sight.

'Til then...

Raining... +++24/10/2008+++

2008-10-24T10:58:00.003+08:00

Been raining since ytd..

Cold cold weather...

Feeling really sleepy now...

Damn sickening feeling...

Vex vex vex...

Being fickle minded is damn bad...

I can't decide between want or don't want.

And i dunno who to ask.

Damn.

The Tough gets you going... +++22/10/2008+++

2008-10-22T13:46:00.002+08:00

Don't pin high hopes on anything.

Put in your best and the result awaits you.

If it's yours, it will be.

If it's not, at least you tried.

PS: Dummy is leaving for tw in 3 days.

PS/PS: My mood is down the bloody pit these days.

PS/PS/PS: I'm still learning.

P.O.I.N.T.L.E.S.S +++21/10/2008+++

2008-10-21T17:23:00.001+08:00

I thought it wouldn't be this way again.

Eventually, it still did.

It always goes the wrong way.

It doesn't mean... +++20/10/2008+++

2008-10-20T10:46:00.000+08:00

When someone has something you don't.
It doesn't mean you had to have it.

When someone doesn't have something you had.
It doesn't mean you have to publicise it.

When someone says something about you.
It doesn't mean you have to listen.

When someone says something about others.
It doesn't mean you have to agree.

When someone did something to hurt others.
It doesn't mean you can't stop them.

When someone did something to hurt you.
It doesn't mean it's the end of the world.

Album... +++18/10/2008+++

2008-10-18T08:56:00.002+08:00

魔杰座

Got a preview of all his song.

I wonder if i should get his album?

Good songs/album should be supported by action i feel.

Heard from Cai Lime he composed all his 曲 which i feel he's turbo talented.

(I think i'm brainwashed by Cai Lime)

LOL

I'm listening to his songs as i type this entry.

Damn.

I think i can feel money rushing out of my pocket again.

Here i come!

魔杰座

说好的幸福呢

2008-10-18T08:30:00.000+08:00

My favourite...

Emo song from his album...

Booooo~

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起
喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

再兴怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了
梦远了我都还记得为什么幸福时忍心离去☆..

Huat arh! +++17/10/2008+++

2008-10-17T13:50:00.000+08:00

Miao's bday pic...

Heh heh...

I didnt had the time to go friendster to copy from rene...

Lucky i receive 1 in facebook.

We are the red-s.

I think we're supposed to do toopid face?

LOL

It's been some times since we last meetup though.

Hmmmmmm...

PS : I don't like staying in office til late. Bloody creepy!

PS/PS : I can't wait for duMmy to be back froM taiwan! Ok... he's leaving only next week.. But ya, i can't wait for him to be back!

PS/PS/PS : Miss Chua. U owe me some pictures remembeR? Shit you! LOL

Oi... +++14/10/2008+++

2008-10-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

I miss school life.

How i wish i'm still studying.

Things were so much easier.

Things were less complicated.

When i have the time, I don't have the money.

When i have some money, I don't have the time.

There's so much things i want to do but restrictions forbid me to do so.

I feel so irritated.

Boo~!

Economy... +++10/10/2008+++

2008-10-10T13:42:00.003+08:00

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20081010/tbs-singapore-economy-growth-0b9af05.html

I saw this news on yahoo.

It doesn't normally affect me in the past but when i read the news i'm in a semi-shock state.

Being in the working industry, i guess it normal to feel uneasy?

PS : Cai Lime, God bless ok! =]

PS/PS : My contact lense is giving me problem!

Kua Si Mi... +++09/10/2008+++

2008-10-09T13:56:00.002+08:00

Bird send me some doggie picccc which is really cute!

I edited some out of boredom and shall share it here!

See What see!

No eyes to see...

LOL

Days passed by so fast that i couldn't really figure out what i have been doing except for celebration after celebration.

Another celebration tomorrow.

I look at my bank and stoned.

I had used up more than half of my pay and it's only 9th Oct today!

Sickening...

PS : Sometimes, i wonder how some people think. They comment another person and act all holy innocent. Before saying about others, why don't they reflect on themselves? If they have to resort to that kind of method to gain someone's attention, they're so pathetic. If only they have more confident in themselves and the people around them.

PS/PS : The date that duMmy is flying off to Taiwan is getting nearer.

PS/PS/PS : Miss Chua Fen Fen, our running!!!!! RUN FOR LIFE Quick! =D

Hari Raya... +++08/10/2008+++

2008-10-08T14:10:00.000+08:00

I'm so restless at work leh.

Shall update my blog with more photos!

Wahahahahah!

Went over to my colleague's place for Hari Raya on Monday.

It was nice food and great fun.

All the way at Simei.

Thanx to Darling Julie for driving.

Julie Me Lai Lai and Cai Lime

Julie is my mentor. Lovely nice lady. Super wild when she's high. Super hardworking too!

Cai Lime... Nothing much to say. She's forever getting on my nerve!

LOL

Oh well... But i love her still... Cos' she make office time pass faster with her constant irritation!

There she goes again behind me. Yadayadayada...

Evelyn and me!

Can you believe she's already a muMmy?

She's a beautiful muMmy with a sweet voice.

She always provide me with shows she recorded!

Super steady. SCV shows somemore...

=D

The group who went.

We went to Din's (2nd pic : The guy in the middle) place.

Both he and Ali (The other guy in the pic) help us alot. If it weren't for them. I think i wouldn't be surviving so well in my company, seriously!

There's Kristine, the 1 beside Cai Lime. She's the number 1 chief gangster in our company. Super fierce and super wild.

Activities are noisy with her around!

We did a lot of silly stunt there, like using the green curtain as our background lah or taking the cushion as our props lah.

LOL

Overall, it was a nice visiting!

Thanx to Darling Julie for sending us all the way back 1 by 1...

So sweet of her hor...

=]

I'm glad knowing these people who made my working moment so nice.

"We all have our busy crazy moment, but we go through it to learn and grow up."

PS: I'm soooo broke!

PS/PS: Dummy outfield leh. Til now haven't call me! Boooo~

PS/PS/PS: I very leh lah lor hor today leh.. No good!

Too many things... Too lil time... +++06/10/2008+++

2008-10-06T11:19:00.001+08:00

I got so many photos on hand!

Needa update so that i can laugh at it when i look back on my entries 1 fine day!

=D

The meetup with Veron, Cyndy, Bird and Lixin.

The food wasn't fantastic but the company is good.

We eat, we laugh and we joke.

1 random saturday.

Went bugis/town shopping wid my ladies.

We eat we shopped we rot we laugh we joke.

A total of 10 hour spent wid them.

It was nice.

Thanx them for accompanying me whenever i asked.

Then it's Julie's bday celebration.

I'm sure she likes the pressie we got her... Esp. the undies!

Can never forget her stunned face!

LOL

It's dinner at sunset way again, btw!

Pop by Essential Brew last Friday due to the sudden urge emerging from the ladies.

LOL

They accompany me shopped for clothings for my plan.

And we laugh our lungs out at Essential Brew.

It's a comfortable place to chill out...

=]

Saturday was spent with the crew for Vin's advance bday celebration!

Laksa steamboat + Marina at keppel bay.

I hope they enjoyed!

Hope my silly duMmy had fun too.

Though it wasn't exceptionally fun. It's the company that count.

Thanx to all who appeared!

=]

Photos shall be posted once his bday is over. In which he will be in Taiwan by then.

Boooo!

Oh well...

I'm lazy redi...

More Birthdays coming up!

Money is flowing out faster than it is coming in...

How?

PS: I don't like people to copy.

PS/PS: I think i didnt get enuff sleep even though i've slept for more than 8 hours!

PS/PS/PS: I need a new pair of pumps. Tsk!

Hopeless.... +++30/09/2008+++

2008-09-30T16:28:00.002+08:00

I'm full of anticipation...

And then i'm slap right in the face with disappointment...

I look at myself in the mirror and laugh.

"Why the hell are you so full of anticipation for? If you hadn't, the impact of the disappointment might not be that huge!"

Dotz Dotz Dotz... +++29/09/2008+++

2008-09-29T11:13:00.002+08:00

If you ain't sincere.

Don't expect others to be sincere to you.

Don't expect much if you ain't giving what you're supposed to give in a F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P.

I have eyes. I have ears. I have heart.

I just chose to keep quiet.

=]

Too disappointed to speak.

This Is Me... +++28/09/2008+++

2008-09-28T21:36:00.003+08:00

Listen to this duet song playing in my blog.

I'm in love.

=]

PS: This is real. This is Me.

PS/PS: It's so much better listening to it while watching the show. The handsome male lead plays a part of course...

Wow!... +++28/09/2008+++

2008-09-28T01:07:00.003+08:00

Things i've done today :

-Shopped for 9 hours with two half hour break in between.
-Got what i want.
-Had fun
-Laugh 'til muscle cramp
-Talk like i hasn't talked for month!
-Took photo stickers *sweee oh*
-Bought pressie for Julie
-We all got something for ourselves
-Eat Drink Slack
-Visited Haji Lane (Sure going back again)
-Explode my hp sms. LOL
-Reach home at 12:45am without taking cab hor!

PS : I forgot what i had done as well.

PS/PS : There's so much complication that i feel "Just live with it, believe in urself"

PS/PS/PS : I hope it works. I'm trying.

No Life... +++26/09/2008+++

2008-09-26T15:20:00.004+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) ~~Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.~~
C) ~~Continue this game by sending it to other people.~~

01. What have you been doing recently?
Working. Eating. Sleeping.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Why not?

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
Rushing through my work/Chatting/Sorting out my CPF stuff.

04. When did you last cry?
Yesterday afternoon.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
I do. I guess.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
Money. Studies. Driving Liscense.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Ella ella ella eh eh eh

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Huggieessss.

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
Skirt.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
Secreeet... Love.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
I try not to.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
My watch i "borrowed" from my duMmy.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Piangz... Make It Happen.

14. What are you proud of?
I have nice family. nice friends/colleague/boss. nice boyfriend. Mischevious dogs.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Some random msg from a friend.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Er... Wo Jie Yi...

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Obviously.

18. What does your last received text message say?
Babe you in e office? Raining.. I got no umbrella.. Can help bring me one?

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
Past 11.

20. Are you currently happy?
Normal. Not very happy. Not very sad. Not very angry.

21. Who gives you best advice?
My family. My boyfriend. Some Friends.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Didnt try before.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
My muMmy.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
Yeah.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
DumMy/L/Yi/Lai

26. Do you wear toe socks?
Should i try?

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
My toOpid siSsy.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Obviously.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
Hypocrites!

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
I want to crush someone.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
eh? I'm not toopid neither am i duMb.

32. What is the colour of your room?
White.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Not worth.

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
Ya. Empty talk.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
duMmy.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
duMmy.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
Nopez.

38. Do you have a life?
I think so?

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
That was a bloody bad dream! Nbz.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
Cos' love is complicating.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Eh? Cant remember.

42. Last time you smiled?
Just.

43. Have you changed this year?
I believe so.

44. What are you listening right now?
Phone ringing.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
Yupz.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Wtf?

47. Is there a quote you live by?
A happy relationship is made up of two good forgiver.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
Small Pig.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
Yupz.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
I don't remember. I normally have good ideas. =X

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
Reading Comic. Talking to dumMy.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
Sometimes i do. Sometimes i don't. Emo.

53. What song best describe your love life?
No idea. Changes accordingly.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
I think he does.

55. Who always make you laugh?
Who?

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
Of course.

57. Favourite website(s)?
complicatedthoughtsofmine.

58. What's your middle name?
hUh?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
Work. Shop. Rot.

60. What do you think you are like?
What do you think i'm like?

61. Who will you choose to die with?
I die alone. Why want to drag people die with me?

62. Where have you been today?
Office. Jp.

63. What game do you play often?
DJ Max.

64. Who are you missing right now?
Silly.

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
Why do i have to choose? Both are impt.

66. What are you doing right now?
Dumbly doing this quiz?

67. Which primary school are you from?
XPS.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
Black. Blue. White.

69. What emotion you like to show?
=D

70. What is your life to you?
Life. is about being ready to lose anything.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
E.M.O

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
Dummy.

73. Who do you admire most?
The world successful human.

74. Which month are you born in?
March.

75. How are you feeling right now?
Bored.

76. What is the time now?
2:56PM

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
Irritating Ah gong.

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
Red.

79. Why are you doing this test?
Cos' my irritating sisSy says so?

80. What do you do when you're moody?
Keep quiet and stay out of everyone's range.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
25-26.

82. Who is more important to you?
Everyone who matters to me.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
Msg all my friends whom i love with my duMmy hugging me and my family beside me.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
The one i trust is...

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
Be successful and bring happiness to people i love.

87. What is your goal for this year?
Earn more money!

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
LOL

89. What feeling do you love most?
Being love.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
Yes.

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
Being lied to.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
110%

93. Do you believe in God?
Er...

94. Who cares for you most?
I believe everyone does.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
A successful person who have a nice family and nice friends.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
Nothing.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
Lots.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
Eh? If no one no longer cares for me? No one?

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
End of story.

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
Bored?

PS: I deleted the rest of the quiz cos' i think i had enuff. LOL

PS/PS: I got the urge to paint my nails s.u.d.d.e.n.l.y.

PS/PS/PS: I think i need some retail therapy. Opps!

-~*BlUrz' BlurZ' dUmb dUmb wOrld*~-

Moving on...

Random... Wedding march... +++19/05/2009+++

如果我变成回忆 +++14/05/2009+++

Rainy... +++08/05/2009+++

Once upon a time... +++06/05/2009+++

Random... +++30/04/2009+++

Life goes on... +++29/04/2009+++

My list... +++24/04/2009+++

Today... +++23/04/2009+++

Inhuman... +++19/04/2009+++

Dogs Used as Shark Bait on French Island

Sweet Baby Jesus! +++18/04/2009+++

She's amazing... +++16/04/2009+++

Family. +++15/04/2009+++

Longggg weekend... +++14/04/2009+++

Saturday. +++11/04/2009+++

Im sooooo sleeeepyyyyyy... +++09/04/2009+++

Shop what? +++07/04/2009+++

Monday Blue... +++06/04/2009+++

Another week. +++02/04/2009+++

Random. +++27/03/2009+++

Memorable Birthday... +++26/03/2009+++

Stunned. +++25/03/2009+++

Depress. +++24/03/2009+++

Oh man... +++21/03/2009+++

Blank... +++19/03/2009+++

Happy Birthday to Me... +++17/03/2009+++

Immediately... +++12/03/2009+++

Random... +++11/03/2009+++

Roll around and laugh out loud! +++09/03/2009+++

Oh really?... +++09/03/2009+++

Disappointed... +++04/03/2009+++

Raining... +++03/03/2009+++

It's another round of battling!!!! +++27/02/2009+++

Rainbows... +++25/02/2009+++

Boring... +++25/02/2009+++

Growing up. +++24/02/2009+++

A Sunday... +++22/02/2009+++

Realization... +++20/02/2009+++

Fustration... +++19/02/2009+++

Like a rose... +++17/02/2009+++

Oh~~~~ My Darling...

And more Pictures... +++01/02/2009+++

Randommmm... +++31/01/2009+++

Thought... +++29/01/2009+++

HAPPY 牛 YEAR!... +++25/01/2009+++

Kaka rejects City offer and stays at Milan... +++20/01/2009+++

Busy week... +++15/01/2009+++

Number of times... +++09/01/2008+++

Don't wanna lose you now... +++09/01/2009+++

2009... +++06/01/2009+++

Random... +++03/01/2008+++

Happy 2009 to everyone... +++01/01/2009+++

A Moment to Ask for... +++27/12/2008+++

Unexpected 3.5 years... +++23/12/2008+++

X'mas season... +++22/12/2008+++

It's sort of... +++21/12/2008+++

It's not easy... Never will be easy... +++19/12/2008+++

Damn Ulcer!... +++12/12/2008+++

Its... +++11/12/2008+++

Imagine... +++06/12/2008+++

....... +++03/12/2008+++

It's just a book... +++02/12/2008+++

Bless... +++28/11/2008+++

Got it... +++25/11/2008+++

Lunch... +++25/11/2008+++

Twilight... +++22/11/2008+++

Never enough... +++21/11/2008+++

Silly... +++20/11/2008+++

woOohooo... +++14/11/2008+++

Love a lil bit... +++10/11/2008+++

QQ La Mian... +++07/11/2008+++

Loveeee... +++06/11/2008+++

Baby Sheyenne... +++04/11/2008+++

A life... +++04/11/2008+++

Can I have this dance? +++03/11/2008+++

And it goes on... +++01/11/2008+++

Pain... +++31/10/2008+++

Trippppp to... +++30/10/2008+++

-~BlUrz' BlurZ' dUmb dUmb wOrld~-